Today was a day that I just stayed home, tried to make things as normal as possible. Truth is, I was quite sad I missed my amazing Grandmother's funeral, something I never would had missed if I wasn't in this phase of pregnancy and could travel the distance. I wish I could have been there. My littles and I spent the day eating the foods Gram loved and looking at just the digital pictures I have (which would be just the last 12 years). I posted just a few of the many I have below. I also have oodles of pictures from the predigital camera days in the attic I need to locate. Lots of her on the NH and Maine coast! Truth is, although I missed today, I certainly didn't miss out when she was alive. I did a lot of living with her, spent lots of time with her, took her on vacations for 7 years, had who knows how many weekly lunch dates, phone conversations and letters and I have so, so many memories. I'm lucky, lucky, lucky. Thankful I made it there for her 90th birthday, thankful she met Adrian and Audra, thankful she loved me and glad she knew that I loved her a bushel and a peck back. I'm so blessed to have had such a great grandmother all these years. She will be missed, but the memories are mine to hold on to forever.